暗区突围.FUN6

　　“不过这个应该(♍)还成，邱姐说了，这人家里条件好，有小汽车小别墅，父(⏮)母是领导，希望这人别长得太差”乔酥酥笑嘻嘻地说着

　　屋(💧)子简陋，家具不多，想找东西本来不应该很(📑)困难，找一个不知道是什么的东(⛴)西，就没有那么简单了。

一开始看有些失望，觉得有些(🤓)平淡，越看越觉得写得好，直到跟Giovanni吵(🛄)架到达顶峰，我才意识到写作手法其实与人物有关。以David第一(🔤)人称叙述，一开始就是个不敢尝试、尝试了也只当作尝试的普通直男, or to say, an American. 等真正意识到Giovanni在他心中的地位，或者说这段经历在他人(🥂)生中的地位时，一切都变了，而且再也回不去了。在他等待潜(🌱)意识的(🐊)冰(🤽)山(🚸)浮起的时候，Hella回来了又走了, Giovanni的生活迅速堕落又不小心杀了一个不值得的人成了全民公敌最后被公(📊)开处刑。David意识到自己“以后某天会大哭”，但没意识到(🏞)Giovanni的气话全部会成真。看到这种(🐽)无可挽回，我总是忍不住想“万一”，但命运的安排没有万一。David离开Giovanni时早已没有爱，he’s not comfortable with himself and that projected to his resentment to Giovanni’s room. They could never have a future. 就像他(🍒)们第一次见面时Jaques说的，”how long, at best, can it last”, 就像David之后说的，”when my fingers began, involuntarily, to loose their hold on Hella, I realized that I was dangling from a high place and that I had been clinging to her for my very life”. David其实一直视Hella的回归如救命稻草，想着他们注定会(➖)end up together. But that’s not really how things work. Hella, seemingly a “cool girl”, 能一个(🚽)人在西班牙”流浪”数月，short-haired, intelligent, “love to dance and watch men”, is actually more than happy to form himself into the heterosexual normative roles, be a woman who lives for men. Giovanni呢？万一Giovanni的孩子(🕐)没有死呢？万一他没杀老板呢？万一被判成正当自卫呢(🌹)？读完只会让人有一种宿命论者的无力。after all, who would have thought love would happen between a straight dude and a barman. love is blind indeed

　　谢(🍼)景点头，让林氏安排众宾客先去花厅(🔟)进膳。平阳郡主本不想走，她仍觉得此事有蹊跷，毕竟和一开始谢宛宁与她们商议的完(🌐)全不同，这当中定是谢昭宁的算计！

　　无处可逃，无力抵抗。

　　邵野翻(🏟)了个白眼，确定了(🚌)，真的有病，席老爷子同不同意关他鸟事。

　　“是。”陆隽提起菜篮，说(🚢)道：“要委屈虞姑娘了，我这两天没有去镇上(➖)买肉。”

　　沈庭宗(🎨)松开领口一粒扣子，要了一杯威士忌。